I took my final today to graduate from workshop (where they cram every little detail of EVERYTHING you're ever supposed to know on the floor into your head in 8 weeks) and I passed!
Sure, it wasn't the grade I wanted, but I passed.
I've been so stressed out this past week because of all of these tests.
I got home tonight and felt like I had just come off an adrenaline high. I was physically in pain, major headache and I felt like I was going to snap at any time.
I don't cope with stress well at all.
Obviously.
Monday morning I'll be starting fresh with some new people and I'll get to practice my skills on real people instead of mannequins. I'm definitely looking forward to it.
School's only going to get harder from here on out. I really need to figure out a way to manage my stress and learn how to relax and meditate when I start to panic. The way I cope with stress is internalizing it, ignoring it, skipping meals because my stomach is in knots and not sleeping. I can't do this to myself anymore. A friend of mine that I'm in school with gave me some good tips this afternoon to deal with stressful situations and stressful people.
Anyways... I'm rambling.
Yay for me for passing my final!!
2 comments:
Congrats on passing!!!
Yay for passing!!
I'm suuuuuper proud of you.
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