21 Through 25

(Quick! Write it down... I've blogged twice in one day)

21: Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? 

I would feel so bad, I'd most likely make myself sick from stressing and worrying.

I know for a fact that as soon as I was able to speak to her in person, I would forget the fight completely and move forward with healing.

 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. 

I have so many things that I wish I had done differently during certain times in my life, but I wouldn't completely erase or wish that I hadn't done it. 

It's made me who I am today.

 23: Something you wish you had done in your life. 

I wish I would have been able to keep my left (and remaining) ovary from my surgery this past March.

I know I would've had to deal with excruciating pain from the endometriosis, cysts and other problems, but I would still be able to conceive a child without the help of a doctor and an egg donor.

I know women out there who naturally cannot bear children and are suffering through infertility. 

I know, with every fiber of my being, that I'm very blessed that I was able to bring Mia into this world.

 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. 

I can't pick out a certain person in my life to make a playlist for. 

Not only would it be unfair to the rest of my friends, I just know I couldn't label that person with a playlist of songs.

I do, however, associate certain artists or specific songs with people.

I really wish I could change that quirk because when something goes sour with the friendship, I can no longer listen to the song or artist. 

I've lost some excellent relationships with music and artists that way.

 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today. 

I have a very strong foundation of friends and family that keep me grounded and safe.

There are some that worry constantly about my well-being and the choices I make in life, but that's what makes them my rock, safe haven and warm arms that are always open when I need it (metaphorically speaking).